One Feeling

 

 

         

 

 

 One Feeling

The anger that is aroused within me

Could crush a thousand stones

Into a fine powder.

The anger that arises within me

Would cause a lion to turn and flee

From my uncontrollable wrath.

Yet I wish I too could escape

This malediction which envelops my body,

While my heart pounds inside my breast,

And my whole being trembles.



Will I follow Cain

And succumb to these wills,

Or will I pursue Absolom

And plot against my father,

Or will I copy Saul,

And extinguish this torment forever?

Am I able to fasten them to a rock

And protect myself from myself?




Yet attempts to change me

Are met with fierce hostility,

Which only secures my ways

To hurt me through the days

Of blindness

And spite.


3 Dec 1985

 

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