I'm so confused
I don't know what to do
All the plans I've made
Are falling through.
I'm left here dangling
Between a hard place and a rock
I've never been here before
And it's really quite a shock.
I'm so scared
I'm cold inside
But it's not that I'm scared
That hurts my pride.
I lie at night
In my bed and dark womb
And I think of problems
While lying in this tomb.

21 Feb 1988